Anonymous asked: you never post on this one??
sometimes I do, If I’m gonna say something that I don’t want everyone to know.
Anonymous asked: you need to stop feeling so fucking sorry for yourself. maybe people would actually give a shit that you cut if you didn't broadcast it everywhere. no one feels sorry for you, because you feel too sorry for yourself. get over yourself, really.
well ugly gray face, how am I broadcasting it everywhere? I post it on tumblr…because it’s my blog, and my life. if you don’t like it unfollow me…I’m not that interesting anyways…
I’m not gonna cut myself tonight.
I’m not gonna cut myself tonight.
I’m not gonna cut myself tonight.
I’m not gonna cut myself tonight.
I’m not gonna cut myself tonight.
I’m not gonna cut myself tonight.
I’m not gonna cut myself tonight.
and I haven’t touched them, or thought about doing it again in a few days.
so I’m getting better.
I know if you just looked at me, even for a second, you’d feel it. you’d feel all those old emotions coming back. you’d remember all the faults in our friendship, and all the times we needed each other. you’d remember how I rubbed your back and let you cry because I cared about you so much, I just…